What would you tell yourself if you could write a letter to the younger version of you as a beginnung writing? See what one author, Shiree McCarver, said. Then in the comments, write what you’d like to tell yourself.
You’re finally living your dream and you’re a published writer. Actually, it won’t be like you dreamed. There are so few that achieve that level of greatness you’ve seen by the blessed few. It might have been different if you had chosen a different genre of books, but no, that’s not why you started writing in the first place is it?